I don't know since when I got this powerful unwanted instinct. But I guess God want to show me something. Maybe He wants me to realize that ALL PEOPLE CANT BE TRUSTED NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU KNOW THEM.
I would prefer if God could just punish the people who betrayed me. But no punishment in this world is comparable to the pain I'm suffering. It really really really really hurts and nothing you can do to heal it. Not a thing. Well, maybe killing yourself can ease me a little but what's the point because I know you wont dare. This is the most extreme frustration I ever had that I swear if it happen again, I won't hesitate to do things that you know you'll regret for the rest of your life.
It will never be the same again. If you see me smile, well that's probably me pretending.
Salam Ramadan dan selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.
Anwar nafi jadi dalang pengkuatkuasaan akta 1996
2 hours ago
14 comments:
Sooo true, Ella. Agree with u.
Whatever yang hang dok hadapi sekarang, be strong ok? Hana needs u.
Aku tak tau apa yng hang dok hadapi sekarang and aku tak berani nak tanya. Siyes aku tak berani. Tapi if need anything, just tell me ok? Kalau aku boleh tolong skit2, i'll try my best.
*Hugs*
alalalala mama hana ni...meh sini meh.
kiss kiss hug hug (dialog cuci cuci the musical hehe)
whats up babe..kalau ko rase nk luah perasaan ke ape..aku ade..ape2 pon ko buat,kene pk psl anak ok..istighafar banyak2
reena: thanx reena. nnt kita meet up again berdua2an nak? barulah senang sket nak goss.
m4zF3!t0nG: hang la meh sini. mana popiah sanggul aku???
Broken hearted girl: thanx faz. yer apa2 aku buat pon KENA PIKIR PASAL ANAK. how i wish that EVERYONE KNOWS THAT!
anyway people, i think i'm okay now. thanks to all my friend yg concern psl ni. you know who you are.. love, hugs and kisses.
serius bunyinya ni..sabo la ella..byk2 berdoa...insyaAllah semuanya dpt di atasi dgn jalan yg lebih baik...
“Apabila seorang perempuan itu solat lima waktu ,puasa di bulan ramadhan ,menjaga kehormatannya dan mentaati suaminya,maka masuklah ia ke dalam syurga dari pintu-pintu yang ia kehendakinya” (riwayat Al Bazzar)
wut happened dear... watever yg u hadapi, please stay strong ok.
A for A'ishah: owh thanx eni for sharing this! insyaallah..
zubeq: it's a long complicated and unbelievable story. i'm broken ct.. sob sob.. tp hidup perlu diteruskan.
hmm serious post.. hope u'll get by k
mawar: yeah, after all, we can ONLY hope.
*HUGS* dr lautan.
idayusof: thanx yus. *hugs* from daratan..
ella... what happen nih?
bile cedih2/stress/penat tgk muke hana.. konpem kembali senyum ^_^
hana comei! hana cOmei! hana cOmey!!
misz Lina: eheh.. agak complicated la kak lina.
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