pregnant

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I Need You

I need you.

The day when the photo was taken, I was 5 months pregnant. Looking at this picture make me realize that the baby grows so fast that now my bump has doubled it size. Sometimes I do feel excited about it, but most of the time I'm just anxious and insecure. Even while I'm writing this, I don't want to think too far of what will happen next, because I might just end up crying. People are concerns about the baby and asking questions which some of it I don't have the answer. I wish they know that the last thing I need now is their unnecessary concerns.

I don't know whether I can do this. Will I be a good mother?

Friday, June 26, 2009

Apa Yang Penting?

Keje...... sama.......

Yer kerjasama! Tapi semalam si budak kecik di dalam perut ini tidak memberikan kerjasama beliau dengan doktor bila doktor nak tangkap gamba 3D dia, malah ditendang2nya scanner doktor itu. Cubit kang baru tau. Nanti kang dia gak yg nyesal orang lain sume ada gamba 3D dia je takde.

Baby dah gemok sket rasenye. Berat beliau dah jadi 700+ gm kalo tak silap. Berat aku pulak toksah cakap la. 59 kilo okay!!! Tapi seperti biasa doktor akan cakap "Eh, okay ni berat badan nih. Tak gemok la". Bagus la doktor ni. Manis mulut orangnye.

Skang baby suka gerak2 la. Dan waktu malam la dia paling aktif. Iwan siap bole label anak sendiri as nocturnal. Haishh! Malam tadi tengok Transformers 2, bila scene perang2 meletop sana sini kebabom, this little nocturnal baby pon bersilat sama. Mungkin kesan THX tu membuatkan beliau rasa excited. Macam pakai zap2 u zap (padahal tak penah try pon). Hilang kosentrasi saya yang dah sememangnye keliru robot apa lawan robot apa.

So takde la lagi gamba baby buat masa ni ye kawan2. Jangan la pula kalian merasa kecewa.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

What To Watch?

If you are one of the unlucky ones who miss the chance to watch Transformers 2 this week, well this is not the end of everything! There are a lot of other movies to watch. I bet that Transformers is gonna stay in cinema for a long time.. Hehehe!!


Why don't you guys try Drag Me To Hell. I've been avoiding scary movie for quite some times now because it all seems the same to me (sebenarnya penakut). But I'm just glad that I watched Drag Me To Hell. It's full of suspense and not to miss, the sense of humor too. Seriously, while you are too scare of what's gonna happen next, you might probably just burst out into laugh when you see the most unexpected. I'll give the movie 3.5/5.


Or, how about Blood: The Last Vampire. I was quite skeptical about the movie. Vampires and too much blood, doesn't it sounds like too typical for you. However, a few days ago, I got to watch the anime film on Animax. Guess what, it's not bad at all.. In fact, now I feel like going to watch it in cinema. But still have to decide whether I'm willing to spent RM8 for it (Wednesday special rate), or just download it for free. Kalo korang dah tengok, sila betau bes ke idak. Tenkiu.


Other than that, I also would like to recommend this TV series - Worst Week. It was on Star World last time but I missed some of the episodes, so Iwan had downloaded a complete series for me. It's like a TV version of Meet The Parents but a lot funnier. It made me laughed to tears! Try ar tengok..

On another note, saya adalah tidak sabar untuk menonton Transformers esok. Don't worry Reena, I will let you know who die in the end of the movie. :p

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Los Angeles Part 6 - Santa Monica

Okay this is the last one! I almost forgot that I haven't finish up the LA update yet. And as it's a very long due update aku pon macam dah kehabisan idea. So macam biasa, layan gamba je la.

Yeay we can see the beach!

Third Street Promenade, Santa Monica. Tempat shopping tapi tak beli ape pon kat sini sebab the day before dah puas nyopping kat Camarillo.

Street performance yang cool. Tengok je la rambut mamat tu kan cool.

Nampak macam panas, tapi sejuk sebenarnya. (Bagi kulit aku lerr)

We were heading to the pier!

Santa Monica beach.

Seperti biasa aku dapat tengok je.

Takut le tu nak gi dekat2 kereta polis. Haha.

Sbb asyik nampak Bubba Gump ni kat merata2 tempat di LA, maka kitorg menetapkan azam utk mkn Bubba Gump bila dah balik Malaysia nnt.

Kan aku ckp aku kesejukan. Lepas naik Ferris wheel dia tu lg la bertambah sejuk sampai terpakse pakai jaket. Camne nak pakai bikini??

Lapangnye..

Ok dah abes.. Bye2 Los Angeles!!

Monday, June 8, 2009

The 4th Person Ties The Knot

Siapa lagi kalo bukan cik puan Maz kita. So far, I managed to attend all of the gang's wedding - Dee, Yah and Maz. It's definitely an event that I don't want to miss. Selagi boleh pergi akan aku ku pergi jua walaupon sampai ke Sik Kedah. Huhu! Enjoy the pics.


And to Mazlina Shakirah,

Selamat pengantin baru! Kawen jugak ko akhirnye.. Semoga berbahagia sampai ke anak cucu cicit.. Nanti jangan lupa buat housewarming okay!


4 downs, 6 more to go!


Saje je pakai baju sama kaler dgn pengantin. Iwan posing gaya org mengandung pegang perut.

Dua org cik Ina bergambar bersama pengantin. Amik berkat ye saya paham.

Lepas gi kenduri Maz kat Sik, kitorg sempat lak singgah jalan2 carik makan kat Penang. Ni gamba lepas kitorg membedal pasembuq dan sotong bakar kat Padang Kota (tak sempat nak tangkap gamba sbb makanan sampai je terus berebut2 sesama sendiri takut habis). Hasilnya, diriku nmpk gemuk full blast! Ye gamba ni special utk korg yg mengharap2kan diriku nmpk gemok.

Makanan petang td baru nak hadam separuh, kitorg gi try plak Nasi Kandaq Beratoq. Bole tahan sedapnye.

Kenduri sebelah Fairuz di Chemor, Perak.

Baju kurung masih lagi mampu menyorokkan kebuncitan.

Ex-housemates (From left: Farah, Ella, Dee & baby Irfan, Maz, Wani, Ct. Missing in picture: Yah, Muni, Yus, Ina).

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Kambing Liat

Ni gamba kat Kuala Pilah sebulan yang lalu. Masa ni, Iwan sedih sebab aku tak simpankan peha ayam untuk dia. Pastu aku pulak tengah cuba menggigit daging kambing yang liat. Sedap!

I'll be away untill next week. Got few weddings to attend. Besnye nak makan nasik minyak! (Yer dalam kepala otak aku skang asyik ingat makan je tade lain)

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Quickening!

"I weigh a pound? Wow! That's like an entire pound heavier than Kate Moss!"


Amboi baby pandai buat lawak pasal berat eh..

Now let me..


"A pound? That's like not more than half a kg! But I've gained 7 kilos since I'm carrying you. So what is that extra 6.5 kilos that I'm carrying?? Please tell me it's just water.."


Last week I weigh 55kg when the nurse put me on scale. And that looks heavy. But when I stepped into the doctor's room, the first thing she said, "Dah 5 bulan yer, still tak nampak lagi, slim jer". Are you serious?! Anyway I do like her because she always have nice thing to say to me. Huhu!

The scan showed that the baby is alive and healthy and bigger than before. The doctor recommended us to go for a 3D scan next month when the baby will be large enough and look more like human (so that the father will be less scared of his own child). And you know what, now I could feel the baby's move and if we're lucky, the baby can be too active that Iwan could feel it too. It's just amazing!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Los Angeles Part 5 - Shopping and Sight Seeing

We rented a car to go for shopping. The place is quite far from Hollywood so the most convenient way is to drive. We were going to Camarillo Premium Outlets! (thanks to Yus for the info!).

Iwan has booked the car earlier online and actually he requested for a small car. But luckily, small cars were all not available so the car rental company gave us a big car instead.

Aku mula2 mcm tak percaya je Iwan sewa kete buruk ni. Rupe2nye dia pon tak sangka! Hahaha! It's a Chevy HHR (and HHR stands for Heritage High Roof). What a name!

Memandu dgn penoh konsentrasi okay.

Mana tak nye, sini sume org bwk kete laju2. Laju tp berhemah yer. Semua pandai stay lane sendiri.

Aku sebagai co-pilot keje baca map. Nasib baiklah si ibu mengandung ni takde nausea tau!

Senang je nak gi Camarillo tuh. Ikut highway, kejap je dah sampai. We arrived around 11am gitu. Cuba teka kul bape kitorg abes shopping? Aku pon tak sure, tp yg pastinye dah gelap la time tu. Bapak lama giler shopping mcm tamo balik.

Kat situ mmg bes giler ar.. Jakun dibuatnye. Tgk je lah gamba kat bawah ni menunjukkan betapa jakun nye kitorg bershopping. We were lucky to have that Chevy HHR, see what I mean?

Maafkan aku wahai kereta sbb gelakkan ko awal2. Jasamu dikenang!

Next day nye plak, seblm balik ke airport, kitorg jalan2 for sightseeing plak. We went to Griffith Park. Taman tempat org lepak2, naik beskal, bwk anjing jalan2 dan mcm2 lagi. Lepas tu kitorg gi Rodeo Drive plak kat area Beverly Hills.

Apsal ntah isi minyak mcm tu.

Otw nak ke Griffith Park tu lalu kawasan rumah2 org. Cantek kan?

Yer yer nampak..

See that snow dog? Gorgeous!

Griffith Observatory.

A Sundial. It measures time by the position of the sun. Dan kitorg compare dgn masa kat jam tangan mmg tepat!

Rodeo Drive tempat shopping org kaya. Kereta idamanku di situ. Nampak?

Sbb nak mengidam kereta ni mcm tak mampu.

Mahupon yg ini.

To be continued...

Thursday, May 21, 2009

3rd Anniversary!

It's our 3rd anniversary today! Wow, we've been married for 3 years already! And what makes the year even more meaningful is that we're going to have our very first child to bring more colors to our lives and yeah, to make it even more challenging, I guess. But most importantly, my love will continue to grow stronger for both of you, my love and my precious little one. ;)

Jom layan gamba2 lama...

Time ni masih belajar lagi kat UTP. Masa ni dah final year kot. Ni gamba kat Teluk Batik, ada gathering.

21st May 2006 - The day we're united. :)

24th June 2006 - Our wedding reception. :)

August 2006 - Our graduation day!

A year after. At Pantai Cherating.

2 years after. Aidilfitri 2008 at Seri Iskandar.

3 months pregnant! Griffith Observatory park, LA. :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Los Angeles Part 4 - Universal Studio (Day 2)

We had conquered all rides in Universal Studio on day 1, except for the House of Horror. So Iwan and my sister went for a round of scary-walk inside the house while I just waited outside and enjoyed the free smell of burgers and fries from the stall nearby. After they had being scared by Chucky and Frakenstein, we went on The Simpsons Ride and omg, they're awesome!! I would say it as a fun+hillarious+scary ride. I was like screaming and laughing at the same time!

Itchy and Scratchy height check.

Seronok!

We also did go on that Studio Tour for the 3rd time. And finally, I got to go to Wisteria Lane!!

Welcome to Wisteria Lane! Senyum happy sgt mmg tak bole blah.

Gabby's.

Susan's.

Lynete's.

Bree's.

Eddie's.

*Spoiler Warning*
Korang dah tgk tak latest episode yg Eddie mati eksiden langgar tiang letrik tu? Ha ni lah kete nye.


Someone was carrying out a body from that Bates Motel. Masa first day kitorg dtg takde lakonan ni.

And that psycho kejar kitorg sampai ke tepi tram dgn pisau! Ha cuak!

Gambar tambahan #1.

Gambar tambahan #2.

Eeee kete sape nihh... :p

Aksi tah ape2.

The infamous ogre.

Aku suka tgk cite dia masa kecik2.

Bye2 Universal Studio!!