Tuesday, September 21, 2010


Hi people!

I will be away from blogging for now until God knows when. I don't go anywhere. I'm still here in this country and I still work at my working place. My phone number hasn't change. Everything is fine, so don't worry. I just need a break.

If you need to contact me, you know where to find me. :)


Monday, September 20, 2010

Aidilfitri.. Hari Bahgia.. Hari Yang Muliaaa...

Salam Aidilfitri buat semua pembaca blog ellaiwan! Tatap lah gambar2 raya ini puas2!

*Inilah namanye mengapdet blog sekadar melepaskan batuk di tangga.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Last Day of Ramadan in This Year

Sebulan sudah. Sedih pulak rasa. Puasa tidak penuh tahun ini, tidak seperti tahun yang lalu. Last year I was pregnant dengan saratnya but Ramadan last year was easy. Mungkin sebab ada Hana dalam perut, so everything went smoothly.

But this year, it was the toughest Ramadan for me, ever. I missed a lot of opportunity. I don't fully utilize peluang2 yang ada untuk mengaut sebanyak mungkin di bulan Ramadan kali ini. I did things that I'm not proud of and regrets haunt me every now and then.

I've done a lot of mistake, and I keep on blaming other people for it. That's my ultimate flaw I guess. All I want is to be happy. I am happy. People say that I should be happy with what I already have. But everything is just not enough.

Ramadan will leave in few hours time. I really hope that I can meet you again next year.

To all readers and friends out there, I would like to wish you selamat hari raya Aidilfitri! Maafkan segala salah dan silap saya. Have a safe journey balik kampung. Semoga kita semua dapat menyambut Syawal dengan penuh keberkatan dan kebahagiaan. :)

Monday, September 6, 2010

Ramadan Pictures! Lots and lots of it!

Bubba Gump Shrimp, The Curve with Iwan's parent. Chillin with my favorite Mango Sparkler!

Seoul Garden, One Utama. With Rina, Azhar, Namo, Mawar, Ikhwan and Fatin.

Hana dan kakak Fatin!

Kakak Fatin kalo berposing nombor satu!

Lagi 10 minit Jusco nak tutup pon sempat beli kasut raya anak.

Victoria Station, PJ with the families. Baked onion soup sodap!

My favorite murtabak Maggi from Pasar Ramadan, Jalan Kuching.

Baskin Robin, Mont Kiara on 31st August 2010 with 31% discount. Merdeka!!

House of Sundanese (bukan Sudan yer, tapi Sunda!), KLCC with Ina, Reena and Farah.

Ex-schoolmates! (Ina, ko sorang je budak perdagangan sesat!)

Tahun lepas bergambar bersama anak dalam perut. Tahun ni anak dah keluar. Tahun depan?

All of us.

Delicious, One Utama. Baked french onion soup yang OMG sedapnye!

Chocolicious Sundae yang mesti kena try!

Plaza PKNS, Shah Alam. Misi mencari nasi tomato ayam percik tercapai.

Rambut raya - checked! Rambut tuan empunya blog pon ada tau. Tapi gambo takley la taruk sini takut ada yang tido tak lena plak kang.

Itulah dia serba sedikit snapshot2 yang sempat diambil di bulan Ramadan yang mulia ini. Ada yang tangkap guna henfon, ada yang cilok dari FB orang. Lepas ni takde aktiviti apa dah kot. Aktiviti membersih rumah dan aktiviti balik kampung je lagi tinggal. Anyway, I'll be here in KL until this Thursday. So kalo ada sape2 nak ajak last minute bukak pose bersama just ping me.

*Yus, bila nak kasik gamba bukak pose umah Maz?

*Pictures courtesy of Namo and Reena.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Happy Birthday, Husband!

1 September 2010 - Chili's, One Utama

Happy birthday, Iwan! A year older, and wiser. And I wish you all the happiness in this world! :D


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Gambar Kawan-Kawan

Comel tak kitorang?? :D

Picture courtesy of Maz.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Finn Hudson

Tak perlu lah tenung lama2 sangat.

If you guys still don't get it, I am a big fan of Glee. I was a bit skeptical about the tv series at first, but after watching a few episodes, I'm hooked! No wonder la dia menang Golden Globe.

There's one character that I hate but through out the episodes, it turned out that, "heyy, I actually like him!". Tak lain tak bukan itulah dia Finn Hudson. I hate him when he was with Quinn. Macam typical lelaki bodoh gitu. But when he's done with her (selepas Quinn kantoi mengandungkan anak orang lain) dan terjebak dengan Glee, he then change into a real him. That's when I started to make him as one of my favourite character.

I love love love this song!

I really can't wait for the second season this coming September. Ok sebulan je lagi tak lama dah. Raya dulu puas2. For now, I'll stick to my iPod with Glee soundtrack stuck on replay. Hehe!

So, are you a Gleek too? :)

Monday, August 23, 2010

I'm Just a Poor Boy, I Need No Sympathy...

Okay too much Glee for 2 blog posts in a row..

I wasn't looking for any kind of sympathy in my previous posts. If I was looking for one, I would write on every details of the tragedy and make a drama swasta out of it. But no, it's not me who go and tell people about my problem. If you still don't get what I mean, I was trying to express my feeling and it has nothing to do with begging for sympathy. It was a coincidence that I have friends who really cares. Too bad if you don't like it.

Anyway people, do you agree with me if I say that woman shares story among their friends? I'm a woman and I know how hard it is for me to keep secrets (but I'm a good secrets keeper tau!). And as a woman who most of her friend is also a woman, I heard so many stories and gossips that I shouldn't have listened to. But it's too good to resist! So my point is, be extra careful when you do bad things because you'll never know when the bitch might spill out all about it to her so-called bffssssss. Haha!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

The Reason To Smile

The reason to smile. :)

Smile (Charlie Chaplin)

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Monday, August 16, 2010

Bring Back The Smile To Me.. Please..

Someone has been asking me, when I smile, do I still pretending? It could be yes or no. Depends.

Yes, if suddenly I think about the possibilities and things that I can't control. Or whenever I feel like being fooled.

No, if suddenly I realize that I still have some faith left in me. Or whenever I feel like being loved.

Now let me ask you. Could you bring back the smile that I used to have whenever I'm with you?